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in Notebook / Scriptures

With Kai and anonymous P, Clonazepam 4mg

  1. Despite shadows of subjective sustenance, soaked with sodomy: past failures, current hatreds, future despairs.
  2. Across the translucent river of distance, of covetousness, of self,
  3. Whilst muddy graves host forth—
    My despicable body; an ever-descending soul.
    „Down, down, down, for thou art a tough girl;“
    „Down, down, down, I could never, ever touch thy soul.“
  4. To hold the spider’s thread,
    to Jigoku to Tengoku,
    to Me, to You;
  5. To be, to behold; to cry out, to comfort blessings,
    too fragile to hold a subject, let alone two.
    Soil or Life, which wouldst thou take?
  6. O children of Adam,
    Till they bloom, blossoms of toil.
  7. How, then, does it feel so stubborn and solid,
    So real and unreal?
  8. For the pain is bread indeed,
    and the spirit is embedded indeed.
  9. For two free bodies, who did just to undo?
  10. Walking through that valley without principalities,
    For, lo! There be our sweet garden;
    For sweet is thy sheltering shadows.

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    teal indicates a Môngdzist source
    regular texts indicates a Kaiist source